Sunday, October 22, 2017

Infinity.

                                                               Infinity. 
                                             
Right before 5 days, you pulled me into the most troubling waters and you asked me if I’d gotten over you.
I’d pulled you into it too, and I said that I had.
Now, can I tell you what I actually wanted to tell you?
I wanted to tell you that those days without you had been the dullest of black. And I never got to know you loved Grey.
I never was aware that you liked it without me.
But, without me, it was paradox for you.
Without you, they were fonts and sizes for me.
I wanted to tell you that,
I’d seen you hurt.
I’d seen you getting into the misting to not tell me that you’re dying.
Baby, I know you. When we were together, I used to tell this, but now I mean this.
I know you well. Very well.
And I know that you are hurt.
And I know that you don’t want to blame our problems on other people.
.
But, instead,
Love, would you wait for me?
Now, let’s wait.
Let’s look at each other through the nooks and let’s tell ourselves that we are no more.
And after everything’s done, let’s tell them that the roads to the highest of mountain are being built.
And I wanted to tell you that,
Your lips are inviting as ever. How’d you stayed so close to me, with just the staring at each other?
How did you not want to kiss me, like the old times?
Yes. The old times.
And, I lied.
When I told that I’d gotten over you,
You didn’t notice me looking at your fingers pretending to have not heard you.
I hear you. I hear everything you say. I hear even the whispers of yours and I hear your beats and I know that you’d wanted to hold me taut and tell me once again, that we’re going to withstand the storms.
I’d be your princess, and I’d tell you that you are my infinity.
I’d tell you everything you have missed.
You’re my man, fighting loneliness with all the people who don’t get to make you be you.
I’m your girl and I have nobody else.
So, here I am. Waiting.
Hold your hands and wait for the ending of this new beginning.
Until then, I love you.